My life, my future

Sunday, June 14, 2009

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Finally, I'm 16 years old. It feels great being 16 as you can get more freedom and do the things that you always wanted to do.(:

Woke up at ard 8.45. Showered and had breakfast before going out. Wanted to go to the PC show cos tdy is the last day. Surely got alot of discount. But then decided not to go cos not in the mood to go. Went to amk hub instead to get smth.

Reached home at ard noon. Had lunch before I started studying. No more time to watch TV or play soccer anymore. 'N' levels are coming, cannot always think of playing. From tdy onwards, am going to make sure that I mug every day till the end of my 'N' level paper. I'm already so back behind time.really.seriously.

Hope you see the email that I sent to you, Adora. I really want to be friends with you like the past when you would talk to me. I dun want to see you always ignoring me, treating me like I do not exist...

Sadness fills my heart whenever I see you
I know that I've got do to smth bout it
I cannot juz sit and wait fr miracles to happen
although I believe in miracles.

If only you could understand how I feel
then maybe you would noe what's wrong
I may have committed a sin
but I'm most willing to learn from it

If only you could give me a chance once more
I promise that I wouldn't hurt you anymore
It hurts to always see you so sad and listless
that sometimes I feel lyk crying my heart out.

So please forgive me, adora
and let us be friends again.

[Praise the Lord]*|Sunday, June 14, 2009|