My life, my future

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

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Went to school as usual today. Lessons were great throughout the day thou. Had SS test on healthcare in Britain. It was quite a easy test as i understood what the sources were trying to say. Hope what i wrote would be correct.

Had english oral today after school at abt 3 pm. Almost screwed up the whole thing. Damn. Read the passage so quickly tht i ended up making at least 2~3 mistakes. Will surely score at least ard 30 or maybe less this time round due to the errors tht i made. I must do well fr both my paper 1 and 2 this time round to make up fr my oral mistakes.

I've come to realise tht i always do stupid things and then only regret it after it had happened. It's like shedding crocodile tears. In other words, there is no point in regreting as the thing had already taken place. If only i had not done it then things might not have turned out this way. i did smth real stupid juz now in school and thinking about it really makes me feel very guity. Worst still, is tht i have done it before but still never learn from it.

Why do i keep doing things tht are stupid? It's like a temptation from Saturn or maybe God is trying to test me whether i am able to resist temptation. If it's really a test, then i've failed it terribly by committing the same sin twice. Some ppl are given juz a chance to prove themselves while others are given many. I really hope tht i belong to the catergory of being given more than a chance. I'm not asking for 10 or 20 chances. Juz once more please...

I know that i followed you twice already. You gave me a chance before but i failed to treasure it. So now i really hope tht you'll give me juz a chance once more and i promise tht i will change for the better...

Amen.

[Praise the Lord]*|Tuesday, July 07, 2009|